oh great, the time to get sick. -.-

oh great, now i'm struck with sore throat and flu (who ask me everyday run here run down nv rest enough) when school is starting and my flea market is just round the corner!!! ):

in the end, i couldnt make it to the flea market. ): ): ):

AND YAYYYY!
i'm officially out of fencing!!!

funny why i keep hiding like a turtle when saying it is not that hard.
and why such a cca i used to adore so much turn out this way haha.
but welll! i'm so happy i can flyyyyy!

i feel like a idiot for hiding in my own shell so long hesistating to quit or not when my heart has auctally made it's decision, just that the mind is still struggling its fight with my long dead heart.

and then everytime have to go "grrr there's fencing today but i dun feel like going" that type of feelings. it's aint fun if you had to deal with that thought twice a week.

so now i'm sooo released from those emotional stress!
irresponsible? yes i'm gulity of it.
no commitment? yes i'm guilty of it too.

FREEDOM!