Singyi

dear Santa Claus,

please please please give me the courage to click click on "buy ticket" to any country in tigerairline/jetstar solo trip cos i really really want to try going overseas solo but i still don't have the courage to do so ever since august. ): i've been trying to convince myself but that apparantly doesn't work well for me. ):

and please please please let me have enough time to think what i should be doing after polytechnic life because right now i have no idea what i should do. and everytime i thought of it, i will be reprimanding myself for my attidue in work last year and in the very near future, while my friends are pursing their degree, i'm already out in the workforce reprimanding myself even harder for playing through my year 1.

lastly, please scold me in my dreams to stop depending on you to give me a solution to every of my problems. tell me what's done, done. it's a fact i will never able to make it to university.

all this mess, i've made them all happen.

but santa, please pray for me that my cabinet i'm going to make tmr is going to work, with the leds blinking.