Singyi

见到你，原来会心痛，因为我到那是才发现你我始终是不一样

Halo!! Ops. been such a long time since I upload liao. What a long 10 days.. Kaes, let me see if I can still remember some bits and pieces of this 10 days.

Last Wednesday was our speech day. I'm glad to be in Co cuz we get to go home early! muzhaha. Afterwhich SingHui and I went to Bugis to shop shop. We took a cab there and then shop for about 3 hours - argh.. It's like not enough lo. I brought quite a number of things and is glad to purchase the pant which I saw with Pui Ying few weeks ago. The feeling when i saw it was like really veri touched. I really dunno that I could be so lucky. However, tat's not a happy day fer me, espeically after I went to OCBC to put in money.. Make my day so moddy.. luckily it was in the end when this happen. Phew. Ok, dun bug me wad happen, I wun sae!

Okie, den fast forward to this week, today.

Today's the day I had antipated most - SYF Judging. This day meant a lot for me - last day of CO, severing my ties with my sheng, and results.

After today, there will be no CO for me, after going there every session for 5 years without fail. From Sec 1 to Sec 5, from Jonathan to Kevin, from 狮王争霸 to 风, from nothing to everything, from 谢老师 to 晓芳老师 . I seen though so many events during this 5 years. Now to think back, haha, how times files, isnt it?

At least I had a sweet opening and ending - Sec1 was very sweet. Jianrong, Quan Yong, Pei Ling are the pillars for that year.

I remember the 1st time when i step into CO, I was supposed to be in Dizi but Xie laoshi came and asked me to join Sheng, I went and began my 5 years of CO. PeiLing and I immediately tag along well. I remember the 1st CO combined session which is really fun, I remember how Jian Rong and I laugh over Suona because they look like red tomato when they blow Suona. I remember how proud I was of Quan Yong when he came in 2nd in the SYF Youth Judging. I remember how Pei Ling and I laugh when we were cracking jokes in the bus. But as CO combined become frequent, I didnt tok to Jian Rong as we did last time, our conversation became shorter, our distance longer. I remember how pity I feel when Quan Yong got to leave for O levels in April. And that Sheng is always welcomed at home. 1st year, is quite okie.

2nd year, things worsen.Pei Ling and I severed our friendship ties after Mega concert, I dun wish to comment too much on it. And the June Gentings Highland trip, worsen things. Life -

3rd year, SYF judging. I was scolded by Xie Lao Shi time and times after Jian Rong leaves becuase my skills are not good. haha. Jian Rong leaves after Speech Days. No, I didnt feel anything. I'm just afraid if I'm able to survive on my own or not. Sec 3 - is just a repeat of Year 2, isnt it?

4th Year, solo solo solo. 童年的回忆, gaoyinsheng 's solo. How stress, how scare I feel when no one's beside me to give me support for that numberous performance, Cutlrual Night, CO nites, temple performance and etc. Xielaoshi left too. I was sad, I was sad. Glad that I wun be scolded anymore. Sad that our founder of CO is leaving. I survived the scoldings, the falls, almost everything until April. Luckily Kevin came in at that time. I remember bullshitting with him and Sebastian when I first saw them. Haha. That's when I thought CO's was auctally not bad for the 1st time after 1st year.
Kevin and I will be always folling around, in a cruel way. He knocked his sheng onto me becuase I "snatch" his handphone, and we critized each other but we will laugh together in the end. Den it's time for a long rest - GCE N levels. haha. After Ns, around Nov, he will keep on ask me to go back to CO to save him. But I only came back once on the 18th Dec because I'm working lei. Wad a nice 18 Dec. We tok so much that day.

5th Year - Life goes on in an interesting way. As usualy, CO combined is just a chatting day for me. We will be there laughing at each other, giving each other names or just steeping, hitting each other. haha. Just like with Jian Rong, I will be the one blowing softly. I dun have confidence, so I dun dare to blow loud. So let them perform! wahah. For the 4th months, I was slacking and didnt memorize scores, so i have to resorted to cheating. ARGH! Again! hehe. so funni. And this time round, both Kevin and I offically cheated. Whereas in the previous SYF, Jian Rong didnt lo! And the suona guy, haha. Really funni. And that reminds me of Sebastian who makes his sheng during the sectional the week before. Lol.

Whatever I done today for sheng will be the last time - from unpacking, to washing pipe, to wearing CO costume. 5 years daily weekly rotine ends with a full stop right there. The moment I closed the sheng, I will never touched it again. The moment I step out of drum room, I will never step in again. Everything, just return to where it should be, isnt it?

At least I'm glad, I didnt give up my CCA. I preserve despite the storms and weathers. And managed to enjoy the fruits of labour. But wait, if I had never join, will I be hapier without needing to feel devasted over leaving CO? Well, I dun regret my actions anyway. Cuz at least, I got sweet memories there...