Youhu! Back again!

Argh..! I'm so frustatred by the internet thingy. Why cant they just accept it? Damnies, isnt it..? My go0d mood is now spolit thanks to this interneT tingy. Sighs. Wad an good day.. ehx.. not auctally.

I've got an superb fun weekend. muushaha. Firstly, I went to Malaysia with my aunt, cousin and family. It's just wonderful to shop till I drop (but I didnt) and I was surpirsed to see an necklac which is SGD$10 on the internet is sold for SGD$15 over there. How.. expensive. haha. $5 is quite important, isn't it? And i bought myself a skirt which I simply adore for only SGD$5 and shirt which is costly but neverthless, it's my favourite. The ice-cream is greaT and thE comicS is cheAp to the core but the ne0prints is veri expensive compare to S'pore. Well. i brought couple of RAY magazine which I think it's quite okie..

Then we went home and I'm already kinda tired but I got to stay up to around 2am to finish par of my homework.

Yesterday, which is an Sunday. I had an family gathering at Boon Lay. Well, at least it's not considered boring.. I've been to much more boring ones''.

Nah,.. dun sae liao,.. the only function which can get so bored is CO West Zone exchange quite a few yers back. Anywhere, that's Sec 3 March and Pei Ling and I just "break off" and I was alone on myself since I'm not close with jermain, Ellin and Zhiti.. No one close was there. Sigh. Still remember I stayed in the toilet doing nothing during the breaks. That's really veri sad and I thought I might ended up in depression. Haha. Tat's past thingy.

Now I miss CO like hell, just like how I miss Zara for the first 4 months. Den after another 4 months, I will start missing my friends because of graducation day. haha. Everything started and ended within 4 months. How glad. How sad. CO nowadays is so fun, especially when I got someone to joke with me during CO and lame conversation do keep me awake! Auctally, not lame la. haha. Every now and then I will remind myself of the days since SYF. Anyway, I will be begged to return to CO one fine day.. wahaha!

Today's an oral day. I'm not in an good mood personally because I'm really tired I even think of taking MC liao but I didnt.. gota think of my parents and it's only a few months more.. so I bear with it.

Orals a stress to me! I'm so nervous and my english is like bad to the core. Terrible. Audrey and Mable had at least "improved my English" a little bit during Dec but now.. everything just return to normal, Chinese poor until like.. to the bottom of the mountain..?

After which I want to go home but it rain so Pei Yu and I stayed behind to wait for the rain to stop. Meanwhle, Pui Ying, Catherine and Eunice came to join us.fun fun! Den we went home lo.

Okies. dun wanna continue. No mood le la. CYA!

What a day today. Alrite. Morning was a breeze. Once time in the term to reach so early - 7:05am! Oh lord. I must be crazy today. haha.

I almost fall asleep during A maths. Guess it muz have been my father genes taking effect. (My dad never regret dropping school because he sleeps at the touch of books) But luckily. I read my examination time-table and when I thought of the early dismissal, I'm so energtic. And thx to Yuling, I discovered that Vectors are easily understood, not as diffcult as wad Mrs Yip had make it to be.

I guess Mr Koh might hab ripped my bones out today if he's not in a good mood. I keep on suggesting fanstic idea and he keeps on reminding I cant but I insisted on doing. So in the end, he just throw " Hey! You dun always tok so nice in the beginning and then run to me everytime when it cant worked out.. lye last year ." Den I remained silent..

Den when it was going to 2pm, Kevin just dashed. I thought he realised something went missing.. seems like he didnt. He came just to take his file.. or wadever. Anyway, I was stunned and even stumble for a whole two minutes. Didnt even heard Pui Ying's voice. paiseh.

After school, I went to Jurong Point with Pui Ying. haha. I dont know why but silly mistakes just happen. And I thought I laughed until I'm so tired. Aiya. And I brought so many things. How am I gonna repay Pui Ying.. My money, just gone lye that. but well, just luv it.

I watched Mr Vampire. Lol. Almost choked me to death. Haha. And Maidou, simple and sweet. =)

I had such a great 3 days holidays last week. How glad~ I'm really on the verge of breaking down already if there isnt an holiday. It seems like SYF really take a toil of me. Argh. I still yearn to return to CO. How fun. But I'm glad there's no more wake up calls at 7:30am on Saturday for CO. I can sleep until perhaps 2pm in the afternoon. Wad an wonderful life. And I completed my artefact from cardboard. How adorable, dun ya think so?

I went to Ikea Megastore last Saturday and I was so thrilled that I had make my purchased of Zara wooden hanger. God knows how long I have been hunting for it since I leave there. Arr. *Flashback* I also brought a cultery set which I used it for Keroro figurines set. So nice. I guess it's heaven will that everything fits so nicely.

And I even went to Bedok 85 for my supper. Oh. So delicious. Had Minced Meat Noodles, Satays, Osyster Omelette, Chicken Wings and Sugacane. Yummy! The best Saturday i ever had!

On Sunday, I practically just stay at home to watch Hana. Phew1 Finally watched finished. The ending wasn't that bad. Well, I saw a even worse ending before.

Den today.. hais. My legs still soft from the many trips of running. I had to chase bus 243 in the morning for about 100m, got to chiong to school in case I'll be late, den the bloodi 2.4km run. OMG! Immediately no mana. sigh. Wad an monday blue I had.

School is a brezze today. Since DNT took away another 1.5 hours and I just simply love the feeling of not sitting in class listening to the lessons which I could never understand. *Yawns*

Well, how glad am I to hve good rest for the weekends. And yes! No CO for me tomorrow but well, Kevin is definetly ringing me up tmr, cuz he need my help. Wahaha!

I had an great morning exercise today. Sign. I wake up and got to chase Bus 243G to boon Lay because my 185 escaped. Great!- making me panting. Next I alight at Shuqun Pi because I know running to school might be better. Another running! Why do my last years always ended up in this pathenic state? In Pri 6, I was late almost for everyday. Seems like Secondary school is just a exact replica of Primary School, isn't it? I was almost late, perhaps earlier by 1 minute. Phew! Lucki me.

Alrite, I'm not in the exact mood today. I'm tired, sick and depressed. Oh, depressed comes from tireness. Not having enough sleep for this 2 days and I had to waste my brain juice on lessons which I could never understand.

And I got to be alert at all time to pick up what Jia Wei is talking. Alrite, I had problem listening to others. I mean retarded. I cant believe! Especially "suddenly" speech, i will go blur and will just smile as a result, not that I dunno wat to understand, it's that I can't catch the words. So troublesome. And I dun dare to ask him to repeat, lol.

Anyway, Jia Wei's a little strange today - he keeps on toking to me, totally different from the past. Wad happened ya? So I managed to find out that he's from Pioneer Pri. Lol. 5 years now then i know. Haha.

Alrite, schooling for 8 hours is a bit too tired. It's more than the daily rest I had. *Yawns* And Mrs Yip wanted us to do homework on the net. Wa piang. Online also need to do homework. Aiya.

Anyway, I'm truly tired and is glad tomorrow's a public hoilday. Yipees!

Every moment I passed in school today reminds me of what I did yesterday- I still can't put behind the feelings for CO afterall. 5 years leis,.. it's difficult not to miss it. And I got such an happy 4 months in CO lo. Hais. Sad!

Anyway, i got to buck up and quickly put CO behind me because I got to treasure the times with my friends now. If not I will be regreting on Oct 5, because that's our grauducation dae. I bet I will definately break down that day. Well, it's easy to break down, anyway. Just think of the memories we hold from Sec 1 will be enough to make me weep. Haha.

Anyway, today's an boring day. Bored bored! I was late too! And get 1 hr detention because I was late twice. Argh! But the great thing is that I went to Jurong Point with ZZhiti after school because she wanted to get the SS textbook and comics but she didnt get any. Instead, I did. Full set of Keroro finger-on figurines. haha. So pleased with it.

People asked me why am I so obessed with Keroro. Well, thanks to the duck which I make spolit. I break Jermain's duck key chain last year and I brought Tamama keychain for her. It's really cute and I brought Keroro when i chanced upon it just at the market. Afterwhich, I saw that it was auctally an amination in the PLAY magazine and it began. Haha. I really like it a lot, the show's the only one which I managed to watch it on Youtube without fail. haha.

Okies, got to chiong my homework liao. So boring. =:

Oh ya! I heard something today, that CO might be dispelled. And the reason was that because CO always got silver, so there's no point in keeping it alive. And the worst part was that she blame the seniors for it. Halo. Wad does she means? Our fault..? I thought it's her fault. Look at our teachers, during the 1st year when I came in, all the teachers are from SCO de, but now? Only the conductor is. If there's a fault, it's her's! Why should she be so thifty when it comes to our welfare? I'm kinda angry. She should not dispelled CO. Has she ever thought of how hard we have tried for CO? Will she understand that silver doesnt mean bad? It just simply means that we can still improve. What's so good at being in the top always. Isnt it?

Anyway, if she really want to dispel CO, let her lo. I bet she will suffered heart pain when all our instruments are given to other schools for free. Good! Imagine our gaosheng, it was brought this year at about 2k each. Andw e brought 2. So it tallied to 4k. And also, we got another zhongsheng, and tally up to 7k just on our sheng comparment. waha.

见到你，原来会心痛，因为我到那是才发现你我始终是不一样

Halo!! Ops. been such a long time since I upload liao. What a long 10 days.. Kaes, let me see if I can still remember some bits and pieces of this 10 days.

Last Wednesday was our speech day. I'm glad to be in Co cuz we get to go home early! muzhaha. Afterwhich SingHui and I went to Bugis to shop shop. We took a cab there and then shop for about 3 hours - argh.. It's like not enough lo. I brought quite a number of things and is glad to purchase the pant which I saw with Pui Ying few weeks ago. The feeling when i saw it was like really veri touched. I really dunno that I could be so lucky. However, tat's not a happy day fer me, espeically after I went to OCBC to put in money.. Make my day so moddy.. luckily it was in the end when this happen. Phew. Ok, dun bug me wad happen, I wun sae!

Okie, den fast forward to this week, today.

Today's the day I had antipated most - SYF Judging. This day meant a lot for me - last day of CO, severing my ties with my sheng, and results.

After today, there will be no CO for me, after going there every session for 5 years without fail. From Sec 1 to Sec 5, from Jonathan to Kevin, from 狮王争霸 to 风, from nothing to everything, from 谢老师 to 晓芳老师 . I seen though so many events during this 5 years. Now to think back, haha, how times files, isnt it?

At least I had a sweet opening and ending - Sec1 was very sweet. Jianrong, Quan Yong, Pei Ling are the pillars for that year.

I remember the 1st time when i step into CO, I was supposed to be in Dizi but Xie laoshi came and asked me to join Sheng, I went and began my 5 years of CO. PeiLing and I immediately tag along well. I remember the 1st CO combined session which is really fun, I remember how Jian Rong and I laugh over Suona because they look like red tomato when they blow Suona. I remember how proud I was of Quan Yong when he came in 2nd in the SYF Youth Judging. I remember how Pei Ling and I laugh when we were cracking jokes in the bus. But as CO combined become frequent, I didnt tok to Jian Rong as we did last time, our conversation became shorter, our distance longer. I remember how pity I feel when Quan Yong got to leave for O levels in April. And that Sheng is always welcomed at home. 1st year, is quite okie.

2nd year, things worsen.Pei Ling and I severed our friendship ties after Mega concert, I dun wish to comment too much on it. And the June Gentings Highland trip, worsen things. Life -

3rd year, SYF judging. I was scolded by Xie Lao Shi time and times after Jian Rong leaves becuase my skills are not good. haha. Jian Rong leaves after Speech Days. No, I didnt feel anything. I'm just afraid if I'm able to survive on my own or not. Sec 3 - is just a repeat of Year 2, isnt it?

4th Year, solo solo solo. 童年的回忆, gaoyinsheng 's solo. How stress, how scare I feel when no one's beside me to give me support for that numberous performance, Cutlrual Night, CO nites, temple performance and etc. Xielaoshi left too. I was sad, I was sad. Glad that I wun be scolded anymore. Sad that our founder of CO is leaving. I survived the scoldings, the falls, almost everything until April. Luckily Kevin came in at that time. I remember bullshitting with him and Sebastian when I first saw them. Haha. That's when I thought CO's was auctally not bad for the 1st time after 1st year.
Kevin and I will be always folling around, in a cruel way. He knocked his sheng onto me becuase I "snatch" his handphone, and we critized each other but we will laugh together in the end. Den it's time for a long rest - GCE N levels. haha. After Ns, around Nov, he will keep on ask me to go back to CO to save him. But I only came back once on the 18th Dec because I'm working lei. Wad a nice 18 Dec. We tok so much that day.

5th Year - Life goes on in an interesting way. As usualy, CO combined is just a chatting day for me. We will be there laughing at each other, giving each other names or just steeping, hitting each other. haha. Just like with Jian Rong, I will be the one blowing softly. I dun have confidence, so I dun dare to blow loud. So let them perform! wahah. For the 4th months, I was slacking and didnt memorize scores, so i have to resorted to cheating. ARGH! Again! hehe. so funni. And this time round, both Kevin and I offically cheated. Whereas in the previous SYF, Jian Rong didnt lo! And the suona guy, haha. Really funni. And that reminds me of Sebastian who makes his sheng during the sectional the week before. Lol.

Whatever I done today for sheng will be the last time - from unpacking, to washing pipe, to wearing CO costume. 5 years daily weekly rotine ends with a full stop right there. The moment I closed the sheng, I will never touched it again. The moment I step out of drum room, I will never step in again. Everything, just return to where it should be, isnt it?

At least I'm glad, I didnt give up my CCA. I preserve despite the storms and weathers. And managed to enjoy the fruits of labour. But wait, if I had never join, will I be hapier without needing to feel devasted over leaving CO? Well, I dun regret my actions anyway. Cuz at least, I got sweet memories there...