Life with PC really makes an difference. I cant imagine life without computer for another few days. Running down to the Community Club just to use the net is going to drive me nuts, not mentioning that sometime the PC is booked and I got to wait. "So much for just happy waiting~~"

Did you received it? That one I send? With the help of my two friends, the encourager and the experiencer? I declared that today - I dun wish to chase after you. Those dreams, these wishes and these hopes. I given it up from that day when everything is send. I don't know why, I feel carefree. I sleep though the night soundly. I dare, I know that I wont regret leaving everything about you behind. I'm glad, I dont see the need to go to Innova JC. I'm not suitable for it.

Thanks your classmate, my friend, if she isnt there, I will probably not get over it. Without her, I probably might go crazy wondering what to do. And not to mention, without her, I wun send to you. I wun dare, you know? Without her, I dont know the many things about you. She's my friend, she's your classmates and she's my informor, without her, i will probably go bersak that night.

Ya, and thanks my another friend, did nothing but comfort me with the experiences. And I thought that's enough, after all, everything I feel was spot on, so I had expected and nothing much difference were make when I send to you. Ya, and I will buy you Merci when I return. hehe.

Okie okie! Return return! haha. Let's see what I can remember aboutt his week other than this.. Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday.. We need to attend Chinese lesson every morning for two hours until recess. it feels like Polytechnc courses, with the chairs and the masses of the listeners to a lecturer. It feels particular real on Firday, where we were allowed to wear home clothes to school. How great. How nice! Weared an Polo Tee from Johor and pants from Zara. Life's great, just that the sitting down is knida difficult.. my butt hurts man!

Yup. I'm cored Merci. Orginial F.R but I changed it. My groups nothing but Chocolate! THere kindobuleno, F.B, M & Ms, etc. Others are too diffuclt to remember le. And pardon me, I dun think my memory's that great. Oh well, I was orignally call F.R because I like to eat it, without doubt. But I thought F.R was nice, but there's no particularly memory or incident to it. However, Merci has.

Haha! Pc's finally okie!! Yipees!! Oh.. this is an dramtic week.

i done so many things bold with my friend, who was there to encourage all the way. My main problem is solved. Who saes best friends are from the same school? haha. ehx.. okie, maybe one ba.

Lolxz. I got the courage to speak up because of my friend who was there to support me, then when I scare it failed, my friend (Fss) was there to share experience. Thanks god, although I was critized haf way, and the experience shared makes me better. Lolxz. i dun mind that, I critized more anyway. haha.

And that led to my tiredness anyway. Been thinking of the problem day and night until I cant take it and hence, I sms my friend about it and aha! She provide me with so many help! Argh! This is th first time I break down with happiness. Lolz.. what's more, it's about midnight. Thankie!! Argh, it's such an long story.. and I'm glad everything's over. "You can go your own way, I dont care a damn. hehes. I wanna go poly hor!" How carefree I am now, but kinda tired and lifeless. Kaes, and was mistaken for being in a bad mood, when everything's over and the sun is out! wahaha

Well, honestly, i dont remember much already about this few weeks,.. it's like everyday'ds about the same. Chionging Chinese for 2 hours everyday for O level, not eating for recess because I got to scrimp, ehx.. and going home early because I cant go out, i will spend!

Okie, today we are allow to wear home clothes to school. I was so worry about my handphone and I cant concentrate for that day. How stress.!

And yup. I'm cor Merci, due to CO's experience. Haha. That's a funny one. Should share in the furture!

It's been days, isnt it?.. I meant , since I last blogged.

What an dramatic few days, isnt it? Probable because that my computer spolit. I cant believe my rotten luck. It spolit since Monday. If it happends during weekend, porbably I will fetch it to my uncle on that day and might get it back today. But since it spolit on an weekday, we will have to wait until weekends before we can fetch it to my uncle. Futherore, my parents working to late nights this few days. due to the buffet thingy.

My results are so bad.

And I cant believe someone who dont know how to write "bath" inchinese can get an A2 for Chinese.. omg. "Argh. I scare I fail Maths ehx.." my foot, Scored 41/50 and you still dare say. Lolxz. I passed only 2 subjects currently , - Chinese and English. haha. This As that As is driving me crazy. "Yay! i got an 88 for geography" fine fine. you good. still dare continue arxz?

THe others are like. shit, auctally it is not that bad, I can still pass if I work harder next term. Work hard? Heck, what's that, that's not suitable for me. I hate facing the loads of homework. I dislkies having to think hard, think twice for an answer. And hey! i detest memorize all those chemical formula. And that explains why I failed badly for my Chemistry.

How did you scored so good, 13 marks for your O's level. Why did you choose to go innova Jc, when you could go to an better school? I dont understand you, you know? You probed me to visit Innova JC, I dun wan, it's so far. i have no wish to go, but I have to now. Dont tell me the auctal reason, i probably figured it out myself. Haha. At least let me get things clear. I dont wish to go on another 7 years redoing all the stuff I done for this few years. I'm pretty tired ehx. I'm always, anyway. haha.

I was susposed to go for Co phototaking on Friday but didnt, in the end, because Ellin back out last minute, and I passed by hall like I'm transparent when I saw Co members there. I was late in the morning and had to do detention class for 1 hour before I do my DNT.

At around 4 pm, I went to Sim Lim Tower to buy the electronics and it cost quite a lot. Had late supper for this 2 days and no dinner because my parents were really busy this 2 days. haahaa. Had meals at 1030 and 1100pm for two days continuously. Needless to fill in, I'm tired.

I dun like sitting in the front, Miss Wong is observing almost every action I made, stress lehxz. And I really want to sleep at her lesson althought she's an amusing one. ahha.

Argh. Just bless me, dont allow me to be late next week, please. I dun want detention class.

I'm in an good mood today too! Guess this week's my happy week. Ahaha. Went to school in the morning, as usual. lolx. Hmz.

I was kinda turned off in the morning. Boring and I dunno, just not in the right mood. I realised I didnt bring my mathematics set nor my drawing sets. I was like.. shit.. die le la. Lolz. And I got no choice but to go to Mrs Yip. She wasnt there and I chanced upon our dear Miss Wong P.Y. lolz. And we chat so happily. Thank god she have extra of eachs to lend me. phew. Saved!

Our paper starts at 7:40 and I keep on struggling with it. It's really difficult. I dun think I'm surprised if I failed. It's just too difficult, it's like a big leap from the past, and all those thinking really kept me awake. Lolz. not like English, do until I want to sleep. I remember, last year we still have time to sleep but this year. sleep..? impossible. But the questions are kinda interesting.

Went for meal during recess because I'm really really hungry. keep on munching on mathematics after returning to class. so sianx ehz.

2nd paper was furious. I was like so angry and tired of the paper. And the teacher really irritaties me. I was thinking and he just placed his hand on the edge of my table. It got me really peel off because it was distracting me. Anyway. Paper 2 comfirm fail. sigh. I never Maths can be so..

After which of course we went home. I dont know why, but I'm drain of my energy but going back with my groups is knida fun. haha. If everyday's like that.. =)

Okie! I reach home and do the usual stuff.

I'm in an pretty good mood today, although I did not get enough rest. I was up yesterday drawing. haha. I dunch noe why too, but I just had the feel of drawing.

After that I went to study my Chemistry. I almost break down on the 2nd chapter. Wad's up with the moles/ and the formation of hot furnaces , and A + B = C ppt. And there is like so numberless As, Bs, and Cs and I cant solve everything out, espeically in the midnight, all I think was my bed and pillow.

Assembly came and go and start the English Paper 2. I was so tired that I slept for 3 minutes or so at 9:20 , 15 mins before the paper ended and I haben done my summary promptly yet. And great ya? I write 161 words and haben checked on my language. Dead meat.

Recess was auctally chit chatting in disguise. Just keep on spouting nonesnese to Ellin, Pui Ying and Tiffany, but they take it in anyway. Haha. We were discussing about going to K box during the June Hoildays. I'm kinda afraid I might not make it because my DNT project was considered way behind time-frame. Sigh. Let's see how things work out first.!

After the paper, I went home adn started watching television. The Eigh Immortals is in the last lready and the ending is kinda sad, with Bai Mudan ( Phyllis Quek) shouting out to the 8 immortals. Alrite, just a brief introduction -

Mudan was auctally a fairy but as banished to Earth because she develop feelings for Dong Hua aka Lu Dong Bin. When she is Bai Mudan, she died after suffering a blow from pangolin (Xie Shaoguang) and is reborn again. This time round, Lu Dongbin didnt know she was reborn. And the story ended in this way. Both of them dont know each other's exsistence.. considered to be fate to meet but not destined to be together. sad ehx.

It's 10 years since I last watch this show. How I hope Channel 8 will show " Long River" from 1997 de. Oh. Tonight's 7pm show is say to be changed from Log River, but I prefer the orginial casts - with LiTing and Jackson (wondered if that's the name) and it really kees me captived. haha. 10 years le..!

Alright. Wad could happen at home anyway? haha. Cya!

Aw.. my post! All gone? I had just finish typing my weekly journal and with that dumb click, everything went off. Dumb!

Okie, guess I got to start everything over again!

OVERVIEW

Last week was the mechanlody week as I would call. I'm so depressed after that phone conversation with my friend last weekend. I understand she is not trying to discourage me from going that school but hey! I wait for 7 years and i finally got the chance to - of course I will opt to!

mONDAY

Monday was exams and I practially forget about everything that day. Eh. I guess I remember. Dam him la. hehe. I went home with Pui Ying that afternoon and I saw HB. I didnt relised until I keep hearing that irritating sound, and I turn back. Devil! I saw it and I immediatelt hop onto bus 157 with Pui Ying. I rather spend that 0.45 cent den to hear him. Den I saw Ellin and Zhiti going to the bustop which I was leaving. I immediately regreated taking the bus le. But what's done cannot be undone, isnt it? And yesh! I completed my disney puzzle which i had neglect for about 1year le. haha

TUESDAY

The greatest reward I got for going out with my family to Woodlands on Tuesday was getting to see the school. I wanted to scream with joys when I see it. Hey! Tat's where I will be in everything is succesfful! Eaten the spicy otah i ever had there. 1 bite and off I go, sseearching for water.

WEDNESDAY + Friday

Wednesday and Friday are quite cheerful. Arha! Keep on ratteling with Ellin. I never expected that Ellin and I can tag off so well eh, given that we are of enemies status in the past.

Friday was the 2nd time I went ot th watch movie this year. kinda patheic. Went to watch Spidaerman 3. How should I put it? It's really boring at first but it start picking up at the later part of the sotry and it was so touching. Want to go more ehx? Go watch lo;. haha.

Thursday

I have no idea y but Thursday simply put me off. I'm so lame to the core that it's difficult retaining an conversation with Ellin. Went to Jurong East with Zhiti after school because she wanna change textbook. in the end she didnt but I brought the palm reading book. Aw.. how I hope the book is not accurate. =(

I'm quite depree. Note, depreesed does not means moody, eh, in ym case. My junior sms me but that doesnt cheer me up. ehx. maybe a little bit? Aiya, auctally I wanted to call my friend up de and then rattle everything. But it's too late and guess she's already asleep. So I went to sleep too.

Saturday

Saturday is a first time for me. First time going to Bugis all by myself and buying a cloth so expensive from internet- Forever 21 vest. I went all the way there just for that! I niao wad, i dun wan POST to earn that mere $3 from me. Sad lo. It was a fruitful trip anyway. I get to revise my contextual clue with my english storybook and brought DNT 10 years series and the magezine which i had been eyeing for so long. It's $2 cheaper than at Popular, and the TYS? Perhaps cheaper than twice of the orginial price. i brought a 2nd hand one mah. haha. Den I went to Raffles City by myself, Nah, just to take the train home.

SUNDAY

Sundae's so tiring. I'm motionless at tuition. I adore " Legend of the Condor Heroes" a lot! This is the 2nd time I've watch and gosh, I still love watching it! Sweet as honey!

Monday

Today's eh Monday and I just had taste of our A maths MYE. Chim and kill lotsa brain cells. Freaks arh. haha, okk, got to go lo.