Encourgement!

Used the whole of my time at home editing the photos for the girl because she needs the photo by tomorrow, tiring, been staring at the laptop for the whole day from 9 to 7 in office, and then 9 to 3am in the night. 16 hours of staring at laptop, i fear my eyes degrees are gonna suffer as a consequences sooner or later :|

once I'm done with this assignment, I can probably use more time for the Taiwan Trip, and once the Taiwan Trip is done, I can start going for TFCDs again heh! like it's been close to 2 months since I last went for a TFCD? ): or maybe I should just go for the TFCDs whilst updating the Taiwan Trip whenever I have the time.. hmmmmmm..

oh! heh, lovely! my colleague in Rida Video Shop just called me to work next weekend! :> The last time I worked was last month (the Friday before I flew on Monday), and my colleague told me that would be my last day of work there because I would be starting my interm 2 days after I return to Singapore, and I was so taken aback I just said a "ya" (notice it's ya not yup.) 

I was pretty saddened about it because i don't mind working while juggling with interim (not like I have never done this before) and it feels like oh, I'm not so efficient so this is just an excuse to sack me. (my colleagues always use this on other people) even thought part of me knows this isn't true because before I told my colleague I will be starting interim 2 days after I return to SG, he told me to be prepared for hectic workdays after I return from Taiwan.

Probably what makes me sad is I tried my best in work but there's nothing good in me which cannot be substitute with. heh, so it means really a lot when my colleague asked me if i can work again. :> so what even if it's because there's really no one who can work that's why they need me? wouldn't that means I'm much more *insert good work attitude* (LOL) than the other colleagues?

it's not easy to work for 9 months in Rida, uhm, it's not hard auctally la, crap, what am I saying LOL. When I see so many part timers who came and part (some unhappily) during this 9 months, I kinda felt scared but yet pleased too knowing i did a good job and hence I manage to keep the job.

So far, the only long term part-timers who were still working would be Chang Hong and me. LOL, technically speaking, I worked longer, because he sprained his leg last year and rested for a good 4 months haha.